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life sucks right now. i have a midterm and paper to write up due tuesday. i haven't felt like doing it all break. i plan to just drink a ton of coffee and pull an all-nighter tommorow night. i have so much stuff on my mind that school is just a big fuckin nuisance to me right now. i can't wait till the semester's over. i really don't like my classes now; they bore me. i feel so "ugh" about it all. i just want to get this stupid community college shit over with.
i also have family stuff to worry about. my grandpop's still in the hospital. i'm sad. i can't go out and try to have fun with friends/escape because i have to be here every night for grandmom. i don't mind helping with my family, but i don't like being relied on. but i guess i'll just have to deal. i just wish i didnt have this schoolwork.
i also have extremely dry skin with rashes. it just gets worse, itchier, and scalier. ew. i have so many other things on my mind; and when i sleep i don't rest well because my dreams are so active. then i don't want to wake up because real life.. sucks
i also have family stuff to worry about. my grandpop's still in the hospital. i'm sad. i can't go out and try to have fun with friends/escape because i have to be here every night for grandmom. i don't mind helping with my family, but i don't like being relied on. but i guess i'll just have to deal. i just wish i didnt have this schoolwork.
i also have extremely dry skin with rashes. it just gets worse, itchier, and scalier. ew. i have so many other things on my mind; and when i sleep i don't rest well because my dreams are so active. then i don't want to wake up because real life.. sucks