Mar 21, 2007 19:42
So Michael and I have been together for a little over a year now.
I would have to say this is the best relationship I have ever had. He's amazing to me and will do anything in his power to make me happy. I've had that before but it never lasted this long.
He made an interesting comment the other day that's very true. Most people in relationships start to get less crazy about what the other person does. With him and I it's the complete opposite. We just get more and more crazy as the day days go by.
Sure we get into fights but who doesn't? They don't last nearly as long as they use to. Mainly it Michael learning how to deal with my insanity and anger problems. Even if he's pissed off at me, he'll still hand me my jacket when we go out to smoke. He'll take it from me when we come back in and hang it up for me. It's the little things that mean the most. Every night him and I have to cuddle while falling asleep. Either I have to hold him or he has to hold me. I love that. And if one of us wake up in the middle of the night, we go to the other person and cuddle up with them. I love it so much. I love him so much. Things for awhile between us were pretty bad. It was my fault though. I was the one who would get pissed off at every little thing or just be in a bad mood for no apparent reason. We worked through it and things couldn't be better.
I love him sillyness. I love when he dances in the car or makes a funny face. I don't know what I would do if him and I were to break up. I don't see that happening though. He's too good for me and I don't want to loose him. I always want to make him happy. I might not be very good at it, but I try. Sometimes I just want to be all over him and touching him because I love him so much and I can't contain myself.
I love him with every ounce of my heart.
On to other things. Kendra got married and moved to North Carolina to be with Tom. I miss her a lot. She is my only female friend. She's amazing. We don't talk as much anymore but she's busy with everything and that's fine. As long as we never loose contact I'll be fine. She comes home next week. I can't wait to see her. She's bringing Wahn, the little kid she lives or lived with. I still haven't asked her if she moved into her house or not. Michael and I get to babysit him while she's at her sisters play. From what I've heard from her and from him over the phone he's really cute.
Time to get Michael back into the house so we can watch Bones. Man on man so I love him. I just can't get over how much I truly love him.