I have deleted you
Not much going on on the home front. I was contacted the other day by an old friend just after thinking about them. Strange how that works, isn't it? I've become a real home body though. I don't like to go out, but I've never really been much for that in the past either. I tend to find excuses to not go hardly anywhere or see anyone. Justin's probably right, I'm phobic of people. I went to the mall today and nearly had chest pains because I was forced to interact with people... O.o I realize I'm kind of like that on the phone too. It's a real shame, because it's something kind of difficult to deal with. oh well ~.~
It took a while, but I've done it. I deleted you. Removed every piece of you from my box. You know the one. The old shoe box I hide under my bed or in my closet. The memory box with all my secrets best wishes and tearful goodbyes handed to me by those I love. Well, I decided it was time for you to not be there any more. So much of my box was made up of you. Perhaps that was why I was afraid to let go. There are still painful things in that box, but not you. Not anymore.
It took a while, but I've done it. I deleted you. Removed every piece of you from my box. You know the one. The old shoe box I hide under my bed or in my closet. The memory box with all my secrets best wishes and tearful goodbyes handed to me by those I love. Well, I decided it was time for you to not be there any more. So much of my box was made up of you. Perhaps that was why I was afraid to let go. There are still painful things in that box, but not you. Not anymore.