(no subject)
i cant help but try & impress you (still...)
i just finished watching a really fantastic film from iran (im such a film geek)
the normally hostile rental store is slowly warming up to me.. :)
today spencer brought me a lilac bush♥
& ive been looking through google to find ways to provide it the nicest life possible & i think im doing pretty good :)
i really want to go away this summer..
i need some time alone away from this goddamn box.
i havent come to terms with how secular everything really is.
(notnow,notever..)
why is it that i keep looking for spirtuality whilst running from it with all that i am.
living in dreams.. i want to wake up, even if its the death of me.
im clearly irrational
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why am i so happy when i have no idea whats going on?
..thats pretty much the answer to my own question.
i just finished watching a really fantastic film from iran (im such a film geek)
the normally hostile rental store is slowly warming up to me.. :)
today spencer brought me a lilac bush♥
& ive been looking through google to find ways to provide it the nicest life possible & i think im doing pretty good :)
i really want to go away this summer..
i need some time alone away from this goddamn box.
i havent come to terms with how secular everything really is.
(notnow,notever..)
why is it that i keep looking for spirtuality whilst running from it with all that i am.
living in dreams.. i want to wake up, even if its the death of me.
im clearly irrational
-----------------------
why am i so happy when i have no idea whats going on?
..thats pretty much the answer to my own question.