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May 02, 2010 10:09

Sometimes I feel I should be more homesick than I am. I am homesick, some of the time, when someone back in NY has a party or my family is getting together. But Wisconsin is pretty much amazing. I don't want to stay in this job past this summer, but for now it works. I don't know what to do after August. If I leave the job, I can't live with them, but I don't know where to go. I don't want to go back to NY, I feel at home here. I sort of want to go back to school, but I don't know what for. Maybe my book will sell millions and I won't have to work again.

I'm picking up on the Midwest accent. When I draw out my "o"s, I roll my eyes at myself, but I can't help it. I've started saying "pop" instead of soda. I used to have to make a conscious effort to say "pop" when I made fun of someone, but now I have to think to say "soda".

I have a boyfriend, we've been dating for over a month, but it's only been official for a week or so. He's completely different from east coast boys. He's simple, uncomplicated, there aren't any games with him. He amazes me in so many ways. He thinks I'm weird, an oddball, not like other girls he's dated. I'm fairly stubborn, I don't take his shit, and he used to say things just to get a reaction but I'd hand it right back.

I fell off a pony a few weeks ago, going over a jump. It was entirely my fault, not his. Hurt my back, it still hurts every once in a while now. I think I should go to a chiropractor. I need a massage, too. Craig's uncle's girlfriend is a licensed masseuse, and she'll give me a discount.

(By the way, the world is very small. Kat came out to the barn with her daughter about a week before I met Craig and Cory. Then I found out she was Cory's girlfriend. So weird.)

I've gotten two pedicures. How much of a girl I'm turning into is freaking me out.

wisconsin, barns, relationships, friends

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