What I Do When I Am Asleep
I've had a few interesting dreams the past couple nights. Both were sexual, both included men I am interested in at the moment or have been interested in in the past.
The first included the past three men that I have been closely involved with: Matt, Chad, and Corey. I don't remember much about the parts with Chad and Corey, but of course I remember Matt. It's a bit fuzzy considering it was a few days ago, but I remember how his hair felt between my fingers and how I felt when I woke up: terrible.
The one I had last night dealt with someone who I have had a semi-crush on for the past three years or so. We'll call him N. The crush on N has mostly been sexual, since his body type is the exact kind I tend to like: tall, skinny, slightly athletic. (Now, the boys I usually end up with don't have this body type, but I'm not that shallow.)
From what I remember about the dream, there was a mini-party here, and he was also invited. Strange, considering his more of a mutual friend than anything else. Kat and Justin were here, and I was wondering where Alec and Josh were since they said they were attending my party. It turned out to be Friday and the party wasn't until Saturday.
After Kat and Justin left, it was just N and I. I don't ever remember seeing N's face, but I got from the feel of his skin and the way his back looked that it was him. I also remember the way his skin felt on my lips, as I kissed his neck.
We never actually had sex in the dream, but it was definitely sexual. And it's something I've been needing: not just in the dream, but in real life as well.
The first included the past three men that I have been closely involved with: Matt, Chad, and Corey. I don't remember much about the parts with Chad and Corey, but of course I remember Matt. It's a bit fuzzy considering it was a few days ago, but I remember how his hair felt between my fingers and how I felt when I woke up: terrible.
The one I had last night dealt with someone who I have had a semi-crush on for the past three years or so. We'll call him N. The crush on N has mostly been sexual, since his body type is the exact kind I tend to like: tall, skinny, slightly athletic. (Now, the boys I usually end up with don't have this body type, but I'm not that shallow.)
From what I remember about the dream, there was a mini-party here, and he was also invited. Strange, considering his more of a mutual friend than anything else. Kat and Justin were here, and I was wondering where Alec and Josh were since they said they were attending my party. It turned out to be Friday and the party wasn't until Saturday.
After Kat and Justin left, it was just N and I. I don't ever remember seeing N's face, but I got from the feel of his skin and the way his back looked that it was him. I also remember the way his skin felt on my lips, as I kissed his neck.
We never actually had sex in the dream, but it was definitely sexual. And it's something I've been needing: not just in the dream, but in real life as well.