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I want to sit down and write a huge post about how much you mean to me. I sit typing away, erasing and screaming at my lack of talent, because nothing ever comes out right. I can never get anything to summarize exactly how happy you make me. For once in my entire life I feel happy just sitting still for 45 minutes in silence, just holding someone else in my arms. I feel in peace with myself. My past no longer matters, and no one is judging me because of it. I dance to Bright Eyes. Amazing? That's what you do to me.
You put the happy in my ness, you put the good times in my fun
Right, so back to what I was saying, For the past week or so, I've sat down and typed this up a million times. Nothing was perfect enough for you, it never is. Our relationship is what I've always dreamt of. Except with one exception, and I'm really sorry they hate me, no matter what you say, I know they do. I wish I could fix that, but I don't know how. I wish I wish I wish, but I guess all I can do now is wait, and hope for the best. Hopefully they won't mind me as much as time progresses? I'm praying at least.
I feel like I did cocaine today. And it feels great. I want to do that more often.
I'm going on a new diet and exercise plan, so that I'll be good for our summer together.
Love
Garci.
You put the happy in my ness, you put the good times in my fun
Right, so back to what I was saying, For the past week or so, I've sat down and typed this up a million times. Nothing was perfect enough for you, it never is. Our relationship is what I've always dreamt of. Except with one exception, and I'm really sorry they hate me, no matter what you say, I know they do. I wish I could fix that, but I don't know how. I wish I wish I wish, but I guess all I can do now is wait, and hope for the best. Hopefully they won't mind me as much as time progresses? I'm praying at least.
I feel like I did cocaine today. And it feels great. I want to do that more often.
I'm going on a new diet and exercise plan, so that I'll be good for our summer together.
Love
Garci.