to become the thing i hate, i would have to become you.
Im here. Now what? Oh well no one has ever answered. The horrible truth is im just talking to myself. Thats not even the horrible part, its that i still hope for answers. I do things so backwards. I feel like my brain got srewed on counterclockwise while everyone elses is clockwise. What do you suppose that means huh? no guesses? well ok then. Im kinda crazy from all the bad shit and its left its mark. il carry it with me until i die just like everyone else. Unfortunatley, in this case, i was born really intelligent which has also led me into the do not enter zone. You would think i would stop there and just learn my lesson but believe you me i am one stubborn son of a bitch when it comes down to it. Not to mention, if something is fucked up i want to fix it and i dont give a rats ass who it belongs to or why its messed up. If we dont start fixing things now we may never be able to. Im not ready to throw in the towel already i want to keep trying until we get it right. and if we cant, relocate and try again. thats how we have always done it, and thats how its going to continue.
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