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Today i woke up and i was in a really cranky mood but i dont really know why. i guess it's just one of those days. yesterday was homecoming and it was soooo much fun! mrs dehaan did my hair and i liked it so much except for the fact that it got all straight by the end of the night so it kinda looked bad but oh well i dont care! i had pics at katies house first and then i went to kristens for pics too then 22 of us went out to eat at highland house! it was a lot of fun and it was so funny we had some interesting conversations! the dance was soo much fun i got to see so many people it was great! there were some 'sad' moments though. kristen (who i know still likes steve) asked him to dance right in front of me while me n him were dancing..well i wasnt really supposed to hear but i did so yeah. and steve first said no I think or he said that he would ask me but then he like asked katie and bre if they thought i would get mad if he danced with her just as friends and bre said she didnt know and katie says that if it was her that she would kinda be upset. and i mean i wouldnt have gotten ANGRY but like seriously when u go to the dance with somebody who is ur BOYFRIEND and some girl that has liked him forever comes up and asks him to dance isnt that a little weird cuz u know she still likes him even when she says she doesn’t but its just so obvious... but like me and alex were like lets switch so i danced with justin while she danced with steve and then kaytee j came up and was like emmilyyyy can i dance with steve lol i love kaytee and i thought it was so sweet of her to actually ask me and of course i had no problem with it so they danced but i think kristen saw steve dance with kaytee and alex and then she got mad at steve cuz he didnt dance with her so now she probably thinks that i totally hate her cuz i wouldnt let steve dance with her which wasnt true at all. steve couldve danced with her if he wanted to i wouldnt have cared (well i wouldve but...yeah). but now kristen thinks that i told somebody that she was bothering me last night because she was talking to steve which isnt true she can talk to whoever she wants to so now she probably thinks that the only reason steve didnt dance with her is cuz i told him he couldnt which isnt true either bc i told him he could bc i knew that she really wanted to even tho it would make me a little upset to see them together bc thats what im extremely worried about...him dumping me to get together with her. and so now steve thinks im mad at him which im not at all -theres no reason to be mad at him- i love him so much. idk its really confusing i hate this whole not the same school thing it really sucks a big one. im probably like nothing to him when he means so much to me...i hate it. and i havent talked to him all day bc hes in windser for hockey so im just waiting until he gets home so i can talk to him..then hopefully my day can actually get better. i really want to get out of my house right now and go somewhere and do something. today has just been a horrible day =(. well im going to go tho dinner should be ready shortly..bye
-emily
-YOU SHOOK ME ALL NIGHT LONG!!-
im officially missing *you*
dancin in the dark middle of the night
takin ur heart and holding it tight
emotional touch touchin my skin
nd askin u to do wat uve been doin all over again
oh its a beautiful thing dont think i can keep it all in
i just gotta let u know what it is that wont let me go
its ur love it just does something to me
it sends a shock right thru me i cant get enough
and if u wonder about the spell im under
oh its ur love...
better than i was more than i am
and all of this happened by taking ur hand
and who i am now is who i wanted to be
and now that were together
im stronger than every
im happy and free!!!
I spend days and nights in my room trying to write the perfect song for you..