The Hardest Thing...
Things right now for my family are tough. My grandfather was just sent home from the hospital just so he can be at home but he is unable to eat and b/c of his living will the family decided not to give him a feeding tube. So right now it is all in the matter of days. The nurse said he probably would not be here for chirstmas and there is a chance he won't even make it until Thanksgiving. Everytime I think about it, it just brings tears to my eyes. He has been such a great inspiration in my life. I just saw him tonight I am hopeing to go back tomarrow b/c at this point you really don't know if it is going to be for the last time. I know in the end it will be for the best. He will be in a better place with no more pain. I can just only pray that he goes in peace knowing how much I love him.