Jul 05, 2006 16:22
I am sitting here with an Application for Admissions to DCCC. I knew what I wanted to be since I was 12. I knew what college I wanted to go to since 9th grade. It was my dream to go to The Resttaurant School and it scares me to think that now that I here doing what I have dreamed for so long, that it's not what I actually wanted. I still have the passion for cooking, it's just that I know I am not going to find it in that school. I feel that I am in that place in my life where I would like to explore other options. Have a back up plan or something, so I really think I am going to transfer until I figure out if this is what I really want to do. My surgery is going to complicate things as well. I might not be really to go back to school in the fall anyway. I'll apply for the fall and spring semesters and take it from there. All I need now is God's strength.