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rough day. i just want him to be okay. he doesn't deserve all this. i just wish it was over. i want him to be happy. i want him to be back to normal. i didn't wear any eye makeup bc i knew i would lose it. i kept it together for the most part until we hugged when it was over. as soon as i got in my car i let it out. there were 2 lines down my cheeks where the makeup had been washed off.