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and i just had a big cryfest on the phone with my mom. my mom sucks a lot of the time, but a lot of the time she is also a good mom. but now i am headachey and tired from dehydrating my eyeballs.
i need to focus on the postives. like how great things are with my dad right now. and that work is going really well and i'm making money and i have a career now. and how wonderful my friends are. friday night, brittany, kristin, melanie, jess, savannah and i all went out to dinner. then jess, kristin, melanie and i came back to the apartment and drank cheap wine and had talks and got annoyed by my dumb cat. and what a dorky but amazing boyfriend i have. who puts up with all my moody crap and takes care of me when i'm sick and i love the crap out of. jess and i were talking about him on friday and she said we make her so happy bc we're normal and healthy and happy. yesterday we made vegetable beef soup that turned out awesome. then we made crab dip and brought it to his friend rob's house for a super bowl party. we were both the only ones that wanted the patriots to win (him for some footbally reason and me bc tom brady is cute). then he jumped ship when the giants made an insane pass and was cheering for them the rest of the game like a dirty traitor. in a month, it will have been a year and it doesn't feel like it at all. he just makes me happy. really happy. and occasionally gets on my nerves. but mostly makes me happy.
i need to focus on the postives. like how great things are with my dad right now. and that work is going really well and i'm making money and i have a career now. and how wonderful my friends are. friday night, brittany, kristin, melanie, jess, savannah and i all went out to dinner. then jess, kristin, melanie and i came back to the apartment and drank cheap wine and had talks and got annoyed by my dumb cat. and what a dorky but amazing boyfriend i have. who puts up with all my moody crap and takes care of me when i'm sick and i love the crap out of. jess and i were talking about him on friday and she said we make her so happy bc we're normal and healthy and happy. yesterday we made vegetable beef soup that turned out awesome. then we made crab dip and brought it to his friend rob's house for a super bowl party. we were both the only ones that wanted the patriots to win (him for some footbally reason and me bc tom brady is cute). then he jumped ship when the giants made an insane pass and was cheering for them the rest of the game like a dirty traitor. in a month, it will have been a year and it doesn't feel like it at all. he just makes me happy. really happy. and occasionally gets on my nerves. but mostly makes me happy.