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So fucking angry. One of my coworkers has been a bitch all week, and then after our meeting I went to go apologize to her in case I may have accidentally done something to offend her and cause her bitchiness.
In the middle o fmy apology *she never let me finish it* SHE BREAKS IN AND STARTS YELLING AT ME about how WEAK and PATHETIC I am as a human being, and how I'm useless, completely bitchy and am more of a "follower" than she originally took me for.
All because I've gotten chummy with the other members of the team.
FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm absolutely sick of it. First I was so upset at her comments I cried for about an hour, convinced that I really am the outcast of the department. As the day progressed, I got more and more angry.
When I took a friend down to the Metro I just blew up- not at her, though- about the whole day. I had gone OUT OF MY WAY to be 100% optimistic this past week (half because I was sick) and half because I wanted A HAPPY TEAM!! And ANYONE who knows me KNOWS that's close to IMPOSSIBLE for me to do.... So I went with the addage "Smile and the world smiles with you" or something.
What a crock of shit.
I'm sick of it. Fuck you. I'm done.
Don't pull your guilt trips on me anymore. You wanna be a bitch? Fine, be a bitch- and I'll kill you with kindness until you turn to ashes.... cunt.
Oh yeah. I whipped out the C word.
In the middle o fmy apology *she never let me finish it* SHE BREAKS IN AND STARTS YELLING AT ME about how WEAK and PATHETIC I am as a human being, and how I'm useless, completely bitchy and am more of a "follower" than she originally took me for.
All because I've gotten chummy with the other members of the team.
FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm absolutely sick of it. First I was so upset at her comments I cried for about an hour, convinced that I really am the outcast of the department. As the day progressed, I got more and more angry.
When I took a friend down to the Metro I just blew up- not at her, though- about the whole day. I had gone OUT OF MY WAY to be 100% optimistic this past week (half because I was sick) and half because I wanted A HAPPY TEAM!! And ANYONE who knows me KNOWS that's close to IMPOSSIBLE for me to do.... So I went with the addage "Smile and the world smiles with you" or something.
What a crock of shit.
I'm sick of it. Fuck you. I'm done.
Don't pull your guilt trips on me anymore. You wanna be a bitch? Fine, be a bitch- and I'll kill you with kindness until you turn to ashes.... cunt.
Oh yeah. I whipped out the C word.