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homework kind of has a point.
cause i was really angry earlier, and then i got a lot of stuff done and now i feel accomlished. yet incredibly beat. don't ever play rugby when you only have 11 people, it's exhausting yoooo
i did get my period though. i was so incredibly happy. not that i could be pregnant or anything, but i basically don't get it cause i have amenorrhea and i was soo excited.
i figured a lot of stuff out about myself this weekend. and i'm kind of back where i started a year ago ha except less naive. i remember when i stopped beying young and it was ind of depressing that i couldn't really get excited over a new toy anymore, but this cycle of not getting excited about anything because you're too old just keeps getting worse and worse. it's pretty depressing how the older you get the more indifferent to everything you become. maybe it's just me?
there's like a month of school left and i really want it to be summer, campmaybe, russia, college, relay, COLLEGE, yeahh.
ps-i went all of today without coffee so i think i can have a big mug tomorrow without worrying that on tuesday i won't wake up without it.
so maybe i'll go read letters to a young poet for an hour.
cause i was really angry earlier, and then i got a lot of stuff done and now i feel accomlished. yet incredibly beat. don't ever play rugby when you only have 11 people, it's exhausting yoooo
i did get my period though. i was so incredibly happy. not that i could be pregnant or anything, but i basically don't get it cause i have amenorrhea and i was soo excited.
i figured a lot of stuff out about myself this weekend. and i'm kind of back where i started a year ago ha except less naive. i remember when i stopped beying young and it was ind of depressing that i couldn't really get excited over a new toy anymore, but this cycle of not getting excited about anything because you're too old just keeps getting worse and worse. it's pretty depressing how the older you get the more indifferent to everything you become. maybe it's just me?
there's like a month of school left and i really want it to be summer, campmaybe, russia, college, relay, COLLEGE, yeahh.
ps-i went all of today without coffee so i think i can have a big mug tomorrow without worrying that on tuesday i won't wake up without it.
so maybe i'll go read letters to a young poet for an hour.