Feb 11, 2006 19:42
FUCK CAMP. i'm never going back. it's amazing how fucking unhumanly they can treat people. because its not like i didn't email emily like four fucking weeks ago with my application. and it's not like anybody from council contacted me like she said they would. apparently me being born three fucking months later makes me a second-class citizen, that you can just completely ignore us and any contribution we can bring to camp and not even have the courtesy to tell us and we have to go around getting our information from other sources. im so fucking mad right now. ughhhhhhh dl;aksdkljkldklfdklaslkdflkfaslkdfkl
its just incredibly rude, you cant treat staff or potential staff like that, yeah i worked for council for a whole fucking summer and they don't even have the courtesy to tell me to fuck off because i'm not old enough, and its not like any of your fucking rules even make sense since you're obviously playing favorites left and right anyway. or something.
i just love love love FUCKING LOVE how the more i learn about girl scouts the more it goes against everything they pretend to work for. how when you're raising money for a trip you can "kick out" someone who isn't working hard enough and my troop leader threatens me with being "kicked out" from going on their trip. same with camp, blah blah blah we want to give girls a good place and good leadership roles unless you're too young and try to work there in which place we will ignore you and forget we ever got your application. this is in no way meant to be taken as me being upset that i won't get to work there this summer, i never want to work there again.
whatever. i'm mad. i feel betrayed. if you want to go out of your way not to hire me, that's fine. but it's so low to be like "yeah we'll call you" and not ever do it. if you didnt like something i did last summer you didn't have to send me the returning camp application. i hate when people are fake. i hate when i emailed emily mid year and made small talk and asked how she's been and she never emailed me back. even though she obviously has my fucking email address. don't tell us your staff is important to you when it's not. i don't ever want to be your staff again.
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