Sad Still....
well this is my second journal post..even know this feels weird still writing how i feel on the computer. maybe it will work out for me to write down how i am feeling...right now i am still so sad about breaking up with mike. i don't know what i am going to do now ?? i wanna call him so bad but i know it will only make things worst for me & right now i don't need that in my life. i already have enough stress from work, parents and friends too. i just have to move on and grow from this. i just wanna go out & party with my best friends lorraine, steph and even danielle(sometimes) haha...love ya all !! i know you will always be there for me no matter what..you 3 are like sisters to me....next to mickey & colleen who are my real sisters................enough about ex's...had a good tonight went tanning with steph & twin sister. then just came home and chilled out with them..didn't do much..tired guess......going to shore with steph & mickey for italian weekend in wildwood..staying at steph shore house..my brother & bunch of his "hottie " friends will be down there to partying with us..can't wait to get away i need to rest & get away from delco..b/c i hate it there...when i get married i am moving far away from there !! well nice chatting but i am getting tired and i have to work tomm..