Jun 24, 2010 03:03
Call me whatever you want... Pepper is fine mkay? I'm a girl. (duh) I am pro-ana. o.o. I have been fasting & such for a while now. Lost 20 Lbs *Claps* Tiny victory :3 But I started to think it was okay to eat a bit...So I progressively ate every day more & more. I gained 14 lbs Bringing me to the weight of 214...I messed up Dx Now my clothes are tighter -__-;; Now I am having troubles with this.. I want to be skinny...Cute...Adorable...Not bulky and jiggly. I don't think anyone will read this...But I must try right? I hate going to the gym because I don't like people looking at me...I love running but not in this 90-100 degree sun. F*ck that! I go to a gym called "Athletic club" They have just about everything there..I have a big brother who would take me if I asked. But I'm afraid of people judging so I wear a jacket when i do stuff and I wear the hoodie. I hate swimming because I want to look as lovely as the other girls..I'm overly self conscious (That's normal right? oh well. I hate normal.) I really love acting but I always get either a side-role (Person in back, tree, rock ect
Weight: 213.....Fat as hell...
Height: 5'4" Short. I like it.
Age: 14. Will be 15 July 6.
I change the weight when it changes :D
(Updated June 27 2010)
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