May 27, 2005 21:36
Well it's the night before new englands and I am frightened. It's fright I can feel in my chest, like I'm going to explode. Unlike last year I don't have to wake up before the sun rises. similar to last year, I am unable to contain my excitement and energy. Classes are over now and now all I have to worry about (academically) are my finals. I'm awfully afraid about those too. My attitude towards life right now is one of pure terror, which I am blaming on the stored up energy from taper week and my mind. All I can say is that I hope we do well at New Englands, and that I do well on my finals. Then I'm going to go straight to bed. and hopefully, as younyoung said, the universe tends to right itself.