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wow.. just wow. what a fucking week. haven't had anything this happy-fying happen to me in months, eh, lakyn? you know what i'm talking about... but anyways... my life has taken a turn for the better. recieved a real confidence boost, mostly because i set out to get a guy, and got him... which i never actually believed i could accomplish. it just goes to show you how much i've changed since 9th grade. i don't know what i did, i just pretended to be confident about the entire situation. but either way, it all comes down to the fact that victoria's getting some, and she's a satisfied person right now. i told mom how old he was, and she freaked out a little bit, but she's definately over it. i got the 'sex-with-nineteen-year-old-boys' talk today. t was akward. she offered me birth-control if it came down to that, but i decided against it. i've learned my lesson well enough to control what i do and how i do it. i swear i lose everything. anyways, woo for date tomorrow, right? ^^!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 oh, anthony still slightly pisses me off.