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wow... alot has happened this week. i don't know where to begin... in some ways, i want everyone to know everything that's going on currently, and in other ways, i want to keep it all to myself. cody and i are most likely hanging out tomorrow if i can find a ride, so i don't know where to begin. i was thinking of asking megan, but i hate asking people for rides just to get rides, and she might feel like the third wheel. i could ask lakyn and then she could bring along her boyfriend, and then she wouldn't be so lonely... i don't think she really wants to that much... ah, well. i never knew i could talk to anyone for three straight hours... i couldn't even do that with lakyn. apologies have been accepted with as much grace as i could muster this weekend... sorry if that wasn't that much. i've recently become immeasurably happy. i don't know what happened. i feel like my life has direction and purpose, and i'm settling down from that haphazard, messed up wreck i was just a week and a half ago. my foot is currently asleep, and it hurts a little. sometimes i wish that i was listened to more, especially by those closest to me. sometimes, they completely ignore me, and that hurts more than maybe they realize. but nothing could ruin my good mood. i know exactly what i want, and it's definately in my grasp.