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Of course it bothers me. Why wouldn't it bother me? And there's nothing I can fucking do about it, either.
What I want to do isn't exactly legal and/or accepted by society, and I don't want them to get pissed off at me. And it might not really help anything, either.
I'm just sick of the "life isn't fair" shit. I know it's not fair, yet it pisses me off nonetheless. I feel as if I'm being punished for something I haven't done and told to grin and bear it.
And...
Fuck...
I don't know.
(I couldn't say whether I believe I would be justified by these things. In fact, I know they're probably wrong. And just thinking these thoughts will probably get me my own little spot reserved in hell. But maybe I'm safe if I never say them out loud, or even write them down.)
(By the way...go fuck yourself.)
What I want to do isn't exactly legal and/or accepted by society, and I don't want them to get pissed off at me. And it might not really help anything, either.
I'm just sick of the "life isn't fair" shit. I know it's not fair, yet it pisses me off nonetheless. I feel as if I'm being punished for something I haven't done and told to grin and bear it.
And...
Fuck...
I don't know.
(I couldn't say whether I believe I would be justified by these things. In fact, I know they're probably wrong. And just thinking these thoughts will probably get me my own little spot reserved in hell. But maybe I'm safe if I never say them out loud, or even write them down.)
(By the way...go fuck yourself.)