Jul 11, 2005 23:02
Friday evening at roughly six o' clock I returned to my home. I returned from M-Fuge. I realized a lot of things and this time I want to stay with those realizations. I want to stay changed. Last year I failed, miserably, but I don't want that to be this year. I will try and I will try hard. Even in these past three days I have already been challenged and I've already started to stumble and crawl. Dear God this is me asking for Your help. I need Your help to continue on.
I often times put lyrics in my entries because I'm not super great about typing out how I feel nor am I keen about doing it. That's why I put the lyrics to find some way of expressing myself. So I shall continue with the lyrics. Hopefully you can find something in them for you.
What if I stumble?
What if I fall?
Is this one for the people?
Is this one for the Lord?
Or do I simply serenade for things I must afford?
You can jumble them together, my conflict still remains
Holiness is calling, in the midst of courting fame
Cause I see the trust in their eyes
Though the sky is falling
They need your love in their lives
Compromise is calling
What if I stumble, what if I fall?
What if I lose my step and I make fools of us all?
Will the love continue when my walk becomes a crawl?
What if I stumble, and what if I fall?
What if I stumble, what if I fall?
You never turn in the heat of it all
What if I stumble, what if I fall?
Father please forgive me for I can not compose
The fear that lives within me
Or the rate at which it grows
If struggle has a purpose
On the narrow road You’ve carved
Why do I dread my trespasses will leave a deadly scar
Do they see the fear in my eyes?
Are they so revealing?
This time I cannot disguise
All the doubt I’m feeling
What if I stumble, what if I fall?
What if I lose my step and I make fools of us all?
Will the love continue when my walk becomes a crawl?
What if I stumble, and what if I fall?
What if I stumble?
Everyone’s got to crawl when you know that
You’re up against a wall, it’s about to fall
Everyone’s got to crawl when you know that
I hear you whispering my name [you say]
My love for you will never change [never change]
What if I stumble, what if I fall?
What if I lose my step and I make fools of us all?
Will the love continue when my walk becomes a crawl?
What if I stumble, and what if I fall?
What if I stumble, what if I fall?
You never turn in the heat of it all
What if I stumble, what if I fall?
You are my comfort, and my God
Is this one for the people, is this one for the Lord?
DC TALK - What If I Stumble