Chapter 3: Letting Go
His fingers were shaking violently against the trigger that was held close to Yoseob’s head. At this moment, all I could hope for was a miracle. Noting seemed to change Doojoon’s mind.
“Doojoon…don’t do this…” I said softly.
He looked over to me once more and stared.
“I can see your hands shaking…you know you can’t do this Doojoon…” I tried to not stammer.
He furrowed his eyebrows and opened his mouth to talk.
“What the hell do you know? You’re just a murderer!” he yelled out.
I felt my whole body starting to shake after he said that. Was it true? Am I a murderer, but not realizing it? Did I really kill his lover?
“It wasn’t my fault…he slipped…he slipped.” I muttered.
“It was your fault because it was your idea to go there!” He kicked his foot hard into my stomach.
I curled up on the floor, spitting blood out of my mouth and coughing. I tried hard to keep my eye on Yoseob, making sure nothing happened to him. I couldn’t live with it if something had happened to him. I heard Yoseob let out a cry after seeing all the blood scattered onto the floor besides me.
“Do you know how hard it is to loose someone you love so much?” Doojoon’s cried out. “I didn’t even have a last word with him and all of a sudden he’s gone! I can’t embrace him anymore…I can’t see him…”
It pained me to look and hear him say those things to me.
“Why did it have to be Dongwoon?!” he screamed, tears lashing out as he shook his head.
I reached out my hands painfully and grabbed onto his ankle.
“Let us go…I beg you…don’t do this…I don’t want to loose him!” I looked up with tears staining my eyes and clothes reeked of blood.
Doojoon stared down at me, his hands still shaking violently. He didn’t say anything but just stood there. Droplets of tears came down from his eyes, and eventually landed on my hand.
“At…at least let Yoseob go…he doesn’t deserve this…that’s all I’m asking…” I managed to say through a whisper.
I saw his head turn and looked over at Yoseob, whose eyes were swollen and red from all the crying. He turned his head once more and faced me again.
“I’m sorry…” he mouthed to me.
Everything went dark all of a sudden. Nothing but black darkness surrounded us.
-BANG-
The gun went off…the gun went off?! I searched frantically through the darkness and grabbed onto something…something cold.
-Buzz-Buzz-
The light flickered on and off, and then finally was stable. I looked at what I was grabbing and I saw a letter that was held tightly in my grasp. Before I read it, I ran over to Yoseob and hugged him tight in my arms.
“Shhhh….shhhh…it’s over now…everything’s going to be okay…” I rocked him back and forth, trying to comfort him in the midst of distress.
I unfolded the letter and read it silently.
Junhyung…Yoseob…I don’t know why I did this…maybe it was the sadness over the loss? Or maybe it was the vengeance I had in me to kill you or perhaps your lover to make you feel the same pain I did when I lost Dongwoon. But I just wanted you to know that Dongwoon was my only…and that I couldn’t live without him, he was the only one I had…the one and only. And somehow he slipped away from my grasp and slowly faded away…and soon disappeared. I just hope somehow someday you would learn to think for once…that actions do matter. And that it’s not just for the thrill, but think of other’s safety…I loved him Junhyung…I loved him…but because of one careless mistake…you…we all made…I suffered a loss greater than anything.
And as of Dongwoon…I’ll see you soon sweetie….
Doojoon
My hands dropped to my lap with the letter still held in my hands…shaking…the letter soaking wet of my tears…I leaned my head back onto the object behind me, tears still trailing down from my eyes to my cheeks. I turned my head slowly and far away, I saw Doojoon lying on the floor…motionless…blood surrounding him. I turned my head back and saw Yoseob sleeping soundly on my shoulder. I closed my eyes as everything went dark once more…
~END~
the shortest chapter ending ever...lol i wonder if people will read this and like it >w< well...enjoy~ :]
“Doojoon…don’t do this…” I said softly.
He looked over to me once more and stared.
“I can see your hands shaking…you know you can’t do this Doojoon…” I tried to not stammer.
He furrowed his eyebrows and opened his mouth to talk.
“What the hell do you know? You’re just a murderer!” he yelled out.
I felt my whole body starting to shake after he said that. Was it true? Am I a murderer, but not realizing it? Did I really kill his lover?
“It wasn’t my fault…he slipped…he slipped.” I muttered.
“It was your fault because it was your idea to go there!” He kicked his foot hard into my stomach.
I curled up on the floor, spitting blood out of my mouth and coughing. I tried hard to keep my eye on Yoseob, making sure nothing happened to him. I couldn’t live with it if something had happened to him. I heard Yoseob let out a cry after seeing all the blood scattered onto the floor besides me.
“Do you know how hard it is to loose someone you love so much?” Doojoon’s cried out. “I didn’t even have a last word with him and all of a sudden he’s gone! I can’t embrace him anymore…I can’t see him…”
It pained me to look and hear him say those things to me.
“Why did it have to be Dongwoon?!” he screamed, tears lashing out as he shook his head.
I reached out my hands painfully and grabbed onto his ankle.
“Let us go…I beg you…don’t do this…I don’t want to loose him!” I looked up with tears staining my eyes and clothes reeked of blood.
Doojoon stared down at me, his hands still shaking violently. He didn’t say anything but just stood there. Droplets of tears came down from his eyes, and eventually landed on my hand.
“At…at least let Yoseob go…he doesn’t deserve this…that’s all I’m asking…” I managed to say through a whisper.
I saw his head turn and looked over at Yoseob, whose eyes were swollen and red from all the crying. He turned his head once more and faced me again.
“I’m sorry…” he mouthed to me.
Everything went dark all of a sudden. Nothing but black darkness surrounded us.
-BANG-
The gun went off…the gun went off?! I searched frantically through the darkness and grabbed onto something…something cold.
-Buzz-Buzz-
The light flickered on and off, and then finally was stable. I looked at what I was grabbing and I saw a letter that was held tightly in my grasp. Before I read it, I ran over to Yoseob and hugged him tight in my arms.
“Shhhh….shhhh…it’s over now…everything’s going to be okay…” I rocked him back and forth, trying to comfort him in the midst of distress.
I unfolded the letter and read it silently.
Junhyung…Yoseob…I don’t know why I did this…maybe it was the sadness over the loss? Or maybe it was the vengeance I had in me to kill you or perhaps your lover to make you feel the same pain I did when I lost Dongwoon. But I just wanted you to know that Dongwoon was my only…and that I couldn’t live without him, he was the only one I had…the one and only. And somehow he slipped away from my grasp and slowly faded away…and soon disappeared. I just hope somehow someday you would learn to think for once…that actions do matter. And that it’s not just for the thrill, but think of other’s safety…I loved him Junhyung…I loved him…but because of one careless mistake…you…we all made…I suffered a loss greater than anything.
And as of Dongwoon…I’ll see you soon sweetie….
Doojoon
My hands dropped to my lap with the letter still held in my hands…shaking…the letter soaking wet of my tears…I leaned my head back onto the object behind me, tears still trailing down from my eyes to my cheeks. I turned my head slowly and far away, I saw Doojoon lying on the floor…motionless…blood surrounding him. I turned my head back and saw Yoseob sleeping soundly on my shoulder. I closed my eyes as everything went dark once more…
~END~
the shortest chapter ending ever...lol i wonder if people will read this and like it >w< well...enjoy~ :]