ive realized....
....that Nino is the only one who is excited to see me in the morning. I'm begining to feel like i dont have a purpose, i dont have a place. Who knows when I'm going to leave this town... but I'm not meeting anyone here. What is it i do that pushes people away? Am i too hopeful? Am i too happy at times? I dont know. All i know is today i woke up feeling fine, and now... I wish i hadnt woken up.