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i think i failed at tryin to bring back my live journal. such is life!!
not much has been goin on up here. I had a friend visit from camp which turned out to be wonderful. i still feel like she is here. but shes not. i will miss her. but not her snoring. heh heh! i do love life and how it happens. I was ready to pack up and go home, and then she visits and makes everything feel new again. niceness.
brown is coming to visit. i cant wait!! movie nights and tea on my roof.
i get to go home for christmas in one month and 9 days. but hey whos countin?heh..i love being at home. i love my family. i love the feeling i have down there. its incredible. i think i am two vanessas. the bay vanessa and the creek vanessa.
Bay Vanessa---->in the bay i drink. and randomly get sad and want to leave. when i am in the bay at times i feel lonely. when i am in the bay my transporation is my feet. when i am in the bay i feel that it takes up a lot of effort to visit friends houses. in the bay boring! when im in the bay i feel stuck,
Creek Vanessa ---->in the creek i dont drink, and i randomly get sad when i have to leave to come back here. when i am in the creek i always feel loved. when i am in the creek i get to drive. when i am in the creek i am there in a jumping jack flash. in the creek random adventures. when i am in the creek i dream big and know that they are possible.
all this for a damn piece of paper that shows i can commit to something for four years. i know its still early for christmas but...BAH HUMBUG
and to those who are not here right now. i miss you!
hoolister..how was Ben Lee???
Erikas sister is due tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
not much has been goin on up here. I had a friend visit from camp which turned out to be wonderful. i still feel like she is here. but shes not. i will miss her. but not her snoring. heh heh! i do love life and how it happens. I was ready to pack up and go home, and then she visits and makes everything feel new again. niceness.
brown is coming to visit. i cant wait!! movie nights and tea on my roof.
i get to go home for christmas in one month and 9 days. but hey whos countin?heh..i love being at home. i love my family. i love the feeling i have down there. its incredible. i think i am two vanessas. the bay vanessa and the creek vanessa.
Bay Vanessa---->in the bay i drink. and randomly get sad and want to leave. when i am in the bay at times i feel lonely. when i am in the bay my transporation is my feet. when i am in the bay i feel that it takes up a lot of effort to visit friends houses. in the bay boring! when im in the bay i feel stuck,
Creek Vanessa ---->in the creek i dont drink, and i randomly get sad when i have to leave to come back here. when i am in the creek i always feel loved. when i am in the creek i get to drive. when i am in the creek i am there in a jumping jack flash. in the creek random adventures. when i am in the creek i dream big and know that they are possible.
all this for a damn piece of paper that shows i can commit to something for four years. i know its still early for christmas but...BAH HUMBUG
and to those who are not here right now. i miss you!
hoolister..how was Ben Lee???
Erikas sister is due tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!