i fucked up
i really fucked up...again.
i think mike and i are over....what the fuuuuuuuuuuccccccccccckkkkkkkkk is my problem???????????????? WHAT IS MY FUCKING PROBLEM? ugh...i hate myself right now. i wish i could jost STOP FUCKING cheating on people. why do i keep doing it...WHY??????? oh god, i wanna use right now...i wanna, get high, no i wanna get fucking blazed. or so drunk i black out and forget my problems. this hurts. and i know it hurts him more. but this really hurts.
i think mike and i are over....what the fuuuuuuuuuuccccccccccckkkkkkkkk is my problem???????????????? WHAT IS MY FUCKING PROBLEM? ugh...i hate myself right now. i wish i could jost STOP FUCKING cheating on people. why do i keep doing it...WHY??????? oh god, i wanna use right now...i wanna, get high, no i wanna get fucking blazed. or so drunk i black out and forget my problems. this hurts. and i know it hurts him more. but this really hurts.