ugh...im doing it
so lately, i've been in my head more then i should be. eating up thoughts of addiction. this is so hard. being clean. but im doing it and many of you thought i wouldn't. so...ha. in yo face!
but don't tihnk im doing it for you, or even to show you that i can. im doing it for me, im doing it because i've had enough of that SHIT. I've had enough of no sleep nights, full of chaos. enough!
i had a job interview yesterday, it went over really good, i hope i got it. because as of 15 min ago i have NO money left and i dont know what i am going to do about getting to meetings. or cigs. AHHH, no more cigs.
but don't tihnk im doing it for you, or even to show you that i can. im doing it for me, im doing it because i've had enough of that SHIT. I've had enough of no sleep nights, full of chaos. enough!
i had a job interview yesterday, it went over really good, i hope i got it. because as of 15 min ago i have NO money left and i dont know what i am going to do about getting to meetings. or cigs. AHHH, no more cigs.