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Why do I have to do everything the hard way?
Im such a difficult person to reason with.
im still trying to figure out my future, and that’s if I have one worth planning for....
as you may know i want nothing more than to move to California and go to college. Which is difficult I know but not impossible. At first I thought I could do it with ease but now im starting to reconsider. I decided that I was going to take a year off, get settled in cali somewhere and work. Then go to college and so on. Well now I think I might go to Cali over the summer and stay with my aunt, find a college I like and get my associates degree and go from there. if I cant sort things out and go to college out there then I go to BCC for 2 years get my associates and then go to a university if its in cali or not I dont really care anymore. Either way I get all my core credits out of the way, and it will be easier on me. Seeing as how im a complete dumbass and still dont know what the fuck im doing this is probably the best plan i've got.
what i should of done was apply to FIU a million years ago and left it at that. but no i had to be the individual and come up with my own plan for my "future"
fuck