oh boy
so ive found out im not as strong as i thought i was. ive been crying or on the verge of tears all day. i dont know what it is. i wanna go back to the carefree lauren, i do. but also, half of who i am now is in love with jason.
so i almost feel like im stuck in this rut now. i feel like i cant get one without the other.
this weekend im planning to go to austin friday night. well, chris invited me to the NCA playoffs in belton which is on my way (of course he only invited me for my roommate, but im gonna pretend im special). so ill prolly stop off there for the evening. then head to austin afterwards. if youre an austinite, let me know if youre in town this weekend. ill porlly leave sat afternoon and get back here for the basketball game.
i honestly feel like going home too, but i think ill stick with my plan.
enjoy your day. pray for me. i appreciate it.
so i almost feel like im stuck in this rut now. i feel like i cant get one without the other.
this weekend im planning to go to austin friday night. well, chris invited me to the NCA playoffs in belton which is on my way (of course he only invited me for my roommate, but im gonna pretend im special). so ill prolly stop off there for the evening. then head to austin afterwards. if youre an austinite, let me know if youre in town this weekend. ill porlly leave sat afternoon and get back here for the basketball game.
i honestly feel like going home too, but i think ill stick with my plan.
enjoy your day. pray for me. i appreciate it.