Sep 01, 2006 13:44
Yeah I haven't been able to post in a while. This is what happened:
-Got a cell phone. Most of you know the number already.
-Got my fucking ass beat on my birthday. Happy 19th to me.
-Basically got really drunk and stoned lately. Kills the pain.
-Going out with Ces now.
-Got a Nintendo DS. It's the shit.
Yeah now I have a couple decisions on where to move cuz I don't wanna live here anymore: Antioch with Donny and everyone, Back to Redding with Ben Corey and D-Rob, Modesto with Matt, or Nebraska with Kenny. Honestly I don't know what to do, but everyone, and I mean EVERYONE, is giving me a fucking guilt trip with this fucking decision and it doesn't make me upset, it just fucking PISSES ME OFF BECAUSE PEOPLE ARE BEING SELFISH. IT'S NOT LIKE I WANT TO DO THIS. I DON'T WANT TO GET MY ASS KICKED AGAIN OR EVEN GET SHOT AND KILLED, SO YOU NEED TO SEE IT THROUGH MY EYES AND ASK YOURSELF "WHAT WOULD I DO IN THIS SITUATION?"
Jesus fucking christ.
Anyways, I'm going to work. I just really had to vent before I explode. I'm in an incredibly bad mood over this shit.
The only reason why I'm looking forward to work is cuz I don't have to put up with any crap involving my future plans, or lack thereof. Plus everyone there doesn't know my social life and everyone is friendly. Yay for Chinese Gourmet.