Wish me luck!!!!
Alright so things around here COULD be worse. My grandma lets me drink coronas around the house, which is cool cuz that's the one thing I crave when it's fuckin HOT AS HELL outside. Which it is. I'm constantly getting hot flashes daily because when I go look for jobs I wear black slacks, a black long sleeve collared shirt and black leather shoes. It's horrible, but if it gets me a job, who cares. Oh yeah, plus my hair is longer than it's ever been, but I got the back trimmed today. No more mullet for me :D.
Woke up this morning around 7:30 cuz my grandpa gave me 20 bucks for my haircut. He specificly said no hair dye, but I didn't get it anyways. I got ciggs instead, which yes, is bad, but I need them after all this stress. It's like things go great with me for a while and I feel like things will look up, then suddenly everything goes to shit. It happens everytime I feel like life is good, to most who have noticed by now. I said I'd try to quit smoking if things weren't so stressful, but feeling like I don't have a future and constantly jumping from house to house and always looking for work everywhere I go doesn't help matters. Lame.
Today's my interview at Sears. It's a commission based salary, but my friends in redding always said I'm the master of persuasion, so if things go well I'll be making a shitload of commission if they hire me. If not, there's always starbucks on saturday. I might ask sears if they'll let me start on monday so I can still go to the starbucks interview and see which place would be better suited for me, with money and benefits and whatnot. It'd be awkward and kinda suspicious though if I straight up ask "Can I start on Monday instead of tomorrow?"
I dunno how I'm gonna pull that off.
I'm missing everyone like crazy, especially Cecilie. I rarely get to call her cuz my grandpa gets on my case about the phone. Once I have a phone and a steady job I'm gonna be visiting her and as many other people I know as possible, because A) my house is boring B) i have no friends in hayward and C) I'd finally be able to pay my own way to go places.
Yep, whoever said money doesn't buy happiness needs to be shot.
Anyways, I only have 15 minutes left on this computer. If I happen to get back to the library after my interview I'll let you guys know what happens.
<3
Woke up this morning around 7:30 cuz my grandpa gave me 20 bucks for my haircut. He specificly said no hair dye, but I didn't get it anyways. I got ciggs instead, which yes, is bad, but I need them after all this stress. It's like things go great with me for a while and I feel like things will look up, then suddenly everything goes to shit. It happens everytime I feel like life is good, to most who have noticed by now. I said I'd try to quit smoking if things weren't so stressful, but feeling like I don't have a future and constantly jumping from house to house and always looking for work everywhere I go doesn't help matters. Lame.
Today's my interview at Sears. It's a commission based salary, but my friends in redding always said I'm the master of persuasion, so if things go well I'll be making a shitload of commission if they hire me. If not, there's always starbucks on saturday. I might ask sears if they'll let me start on monday so I can still go to the starbucks interview and see which place would be better suited for me, with money and benefits and whatnot. It'd be awkward and kinda suspicious though if I straight up ask "Can I start on Monday instead of tomorrow?"
I dunno how I'm gonna pull that off.
I'm missing everyone like crazy, especially Cecilie. I rarely get to call her cuz my grandpa gets on my case about the phone. Once I have a phone and a steady job I'm gonna be visiting her and as many other people I know as possible, because A) my house is boring B) i have no friends in hayward and C) I'd finally be able to pay my own way to go places.
Yep, whoever said money doesn't buy happiness needs to be shot.
Anyways, I only have 15 minutes left on this computer. If I happen to get back to the library after my interview I'll let you guys know what happens.
<3