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I made all of these promises about exersizing and eating better and I haven't done either, I thought maybe I could keep up the ruse for a week or so. I feel...depressed and lazy. I desperately want school to start so I will have a reason to be active and get out of the house again.
I just feel icky, but I am SO LAZY that I am not doing anything about it. I am pretty much now back to where I was sophomore year of hs and it is depressing that I let it happen. How do people let themselves get like this
Remember when I looked like this...(oct 2005) Ok well maybe I never reaaaally looked like this (maybe summer before senior year of hs?) but this picture used to make me feel so good, and now it makes me feel terrible.
http://endlesssummertattoo.com/default.cfm?SiteMenu=ImageGallery&ImageGalleryMenu=ShowPic&PicID=217
I hate to be that girl who bitches about weight, I will likely delete this, or something, but its true and how I feel right now.
I just feel icky, but I am SO LAZY that I am not doing anything about it. I am pretty much now back to where I was sophomore year of hs and it is depressing that I let it happen. How do people let themselves get like this
Remember when I looked like this...(oct 2005) Ok well maybe I never reaaaally looked like this (maybe summer before senior year of hs?) but this picture used to make me feel so good, and now it makes me feel terrible.
http://endlesssummertattoo.com/default.cfm?SiteMenu=ImageGallery&ImageGalleryMenu=ShowPic&PicID=217
I hate to be that girl who bitches about weight, I will likely delete this, or something, but its true and how I feel right now.