suffer or survive
anonymous
September 30 2009, 01:07:36 UTC
My plans in life could never work from a guilded cage,and i always knew who you were Pop,since i know this.......I spin records 3 times a week,getting paid for 2 of those slots so far,i am slammed with electrical work,i am branching out where reggae/drum&bass/breaks music is performed,i spin records at home all the time just lost in my headphones,i have new ink on my skin,new clothes,new shoes,dank everyday,paying child support,eat well,im back on my big artpad drawing,i live downtown,my food is delivered,im recording and working with hand percussion on stage again,i am booking shows,i have a new computer,i even got a new lenox notebook for Poppy but she wont come get it yet,.......See none of this was going on when Poppy and i were together,NONE OF IT OKAY,Poppy stuck by me like a real women for 2 1/2 years of recession treachury,she went to work with me,packed my lunches,crawled in hot attics when she wasnt even asked,then came home and cooked and gave me raikke:she was true as true could be known,we cried and got ourselves depressed mentioning left and right how it would sure be nice to book a show,just one,NOW THE PEOPLE can come out and afford a $5-10 cover and have their own smokes again,and Poppy is gone.I want to walk us back in time to when we were walking out of the photo booth at ATL Underground with lots of shopping bags INTO WHAT I HAVE RIGHT NOW.For 2 1/2 years it was suffer or survive and it was wrong as fuck for anyone to have gone through,but we did,and now Poppy is gone right when the cornucopia of life spills all over again in the great ways,Poppy would be proud of me and my lonesome efforts thus far.Im actually in a nice balcony apartment to boot,facing over decatur as we always wanted,im 4 blocks away from the clubs i spin in.I also go to counseling and dont mind telling the world either,it is a great thing for anyone. I would love her to come see the world on my side and be happy for me and at least be a great freind.Share a community of cool souls,promote each other etc. etc. Whatever you dont like from my past is my past,but the time you have always been with me loving me for who i was,the person you came to love from ATL to NOLA should be all that matters,Poppy knows when im ALLOWED to have a job to go to,i would never miss a day of work,and i worked hard for us.dats a fact.And now im back to all that and much more and she is gone.A 3 year investment like that,should at least be a strong freindship,come have breakfast with me Pop,see what im doing,let me introduce you to new faces in the industry you by all means should have on speed dial,be happy for me,and i want to be happy for you and get past this silence,i would love too see ya about as much as me all around the counterculture,even when were busy and a quik "hey" passing by is all we get to say,sometimes we might have time to mix our company and do lunch or just a PBR perhaps,but i want to be able to throw ya tha peace sign from anywhere really,Pop im saying a whole new thing now because i feel it okay,when you call me i wont be crying and fucking your mood up and crap okay,im a big boy,its been 2 months okay,gimme a shout,breakfast is gladly on me,i live across from the best french breakfast and pastrys & coffee,i have a small box of important familythings/stuff of yours i want you to have back.think peace okay.....okay neeg.Remember you got violent with me once!!! And i forgave it and even took the blame that you did it.So as long as you come in peace and dont come and beat me up,we will both be kosher okay??!!!!!!!!!I would be willing to bet i wake earlier than you and am out of the house earlier than you,yes its a new routine with the go right outside part,but im doing it,check out The Market Cafe every morning and if you dont see me at a table then look up on the other side of the street and you will see me eating breakfast on my balcony.Poppy only knew an angry recession Britton,come check this one out!!!!!!The other one i always told you about,the one you first met that said"YAY"all the fricken time.....REMEMBER!!!!! -b
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