GETTING PARANIOD
Ok, my financial aid packages better come soon like tomorrow because it's mid march already so I should know how much schools are going to give me $$$ wise. I am a unlucky person who is like totally dependent on financial aid to go to college. ONLY 1 school replied back with the $$$ packages. the other 13 have not ( a lot of schools I know) BUT I filed in JANUARY!!!
I hate seeing how other people made their decisions already.
The long i don't get the financial aid packages the more paranoid I get. so now everyday for the past week I have been thinking:
1. they never got my application for aid (but US governments sends it to them)
2. They totally forgot about me thinking i never applied.
3. I screwed up somewhere along the process aka wrong botton, wrong application, wrong SS#, wrong address.
4. I am gonna get less aid because by the time they get to my applications no money is left in their fund.
5. The US mail service lost it and never delivered it to my house (which has happened before).
6. REALLY afraid I HAVE to resort to a LOCAL community college instead of a 4 year COLLEGE.
ok..... I can't do this anymore. College has been my life's focus to this day. it's the reason for never having real fun, being a good girl and boring person for the past 4 years.
SO they better arrive in the mail soon or else i am going insane.