Happy New year and youtube user pissed me off.
first of all, Happy new year. this is 2008. man never thought I would get here. I mean, I still remember when it was 1999 and gas was 89 cent a gallon. lol. -
I have to say congratulation to me for being a JE fangirl for a year. Of course i haven't always been high on JE twenty four/seven but it's the first time I liked a group for longer than a couple of month.
I need to vent and rant. so off i go. again I turn to lj to write my hearst worries,troubles and sadness. it does seem as if i have a horrible life. BUT in reality, it is pretty decent with of course ups and lots of downs because i pick at everything. anyhow...
second of all. I get mad at stupid stuff. it's silly that they bother me but they do. so I posted this comment on a youtube video. Now, I have horrible grammar and spelling AND punctuation, I know all that. My lj entries are never correct. I just type. so, I basically typed this incoherent comment with the worst grammar and misspellings possible. i clicked submit , then reread and realized it's all wrong. so the next day, two message reach my in-box from other youtubers basically saying I suck because of my english. One was like, " english........" and the other was like, " it's just not your english, your grammar is all wrong. hahah"
It just really made me angry because I am KNOW english. I want to shout out, " I didn't spell check or revise OK! I am a honors english student!"
see, everything on the surface has something deeper underneath. In this case, I feel like I am presenting myself as stupid and incompetent because of my linguist abilities on youtube. it is just youtube, but these days i feel as if i am not doing anything well and this is one more little thing that triggered a big response. in a way it's kinda like if you shake a bottle of soda; it's bound to explode. this is just me exploding.
anyhow, it is 2008. need to fill out Financial aid stuff and send myself off to a good college!!! Hoping that goes wonderfully! and most important thing of all is just health. So I wish that my family can be healthy and happy. I would trade everything for good health.
I have to say congratulation to me for being a JE fangirl for a year. Of course i haven't always been high on JE twenty four/seven but it's the first time I liked a group for longer than a couple of month.
I need to vent and rant. so off i go. again I turn to lj to write my hearst worries,troubles and sadness. it does seem as if i have a horrible life. BUT in reality, it is pretty decent with of course ups and lots of downs because i pick at everything. anyhow...
second of all. I get mad at stupid stuff. it's silly that they bother me but they do. so I posted this comment on a youtube video. Now, I have horrible grammar and spelling AND punctuation, I know all that. My lj entries are never correct. I just type. so, I basically typed this incoherent comment with the worst grammar and misspellings possible. i clicked submit , then reread and realized it's all wrong. so the next day, two message reach my in-box from other youtubers basically saying I suck because of my english. One was like, " english........" and the other was like, " it's just not your english, your grammar is all wrong. hahah"
It just really made me angry because I am KNOW english. I want to shout out, " I didn't spell check or revise OK! I am a honors english student!"
see, everything on the surface has something deeper underneath. In this case, I feel like I am presenting myself as stupid and incompetent because of my linguist abilities on youtube. it is just youtube, but these days i feel as if i am not doing anything well and this is one more little thing that triggered a big response. in a way it's kinda like if you shake a bottle of soda; it's bound to explode. this is just me exploding.
anyhow, it is 2008. need to fill out Financial aid stuff and send myself off to a good college!!! Hoping that goes wonderfully! and most important thing of all is just health. So I wish that my family can be healthy and happy. I would trade everything for good health.