I find hope...

Nov 30, 2007 00:32

...and it gives me rest.

Well the past month or so has not been superbly great for me.

Money, as usual, is the root of all evil in my life.

Thanksgiving this year was not my favorite. Most of the family had come down for papas funeral so they were not able to come back for thanksgiving. So it was just the fam that lives in the area. They didn't deep fry the turkey in peanut oil as is the usual tradition. Papa wasn't there and that was hard for me. And my grandmother was in a really crabby mood.

My sister did come home with me that weekend though. Friday we ate at hard rock and went to see hannah montana in nashville. Saturday I took her to the adventure science museum and jeff took her to see enchanted at the movies that night. It was so fun and we have to do it again soon.

Lowes is really getting to me. I've come to realize that it affects my health in many ways. I get angry and upset and I dread going. It makes me bitter and I hate that. They gave me my final write up the other day for people complaining about me being rude. Umm...I'm not rude. I'm straight forward and I have a hard time biting my lip and beating around the bush. On top of that I got yeled at later for I'm not sure what and got upset and that manager wouldn't let me go home 3 minutes early...and I was crying. I don't want to get into too much of it on here because who knows who reads this or might stumble upon it. But just know that I am too smart and intelligent to be treated that way.

I put in 8 applications online the other day. And sent my resume for 5 positions. Had a call back for a transcription position...went and took a typing test for that. They needed someone who could do 60 wpm...I did 83. Haha. So hopefully that will work out.

There is no sense in a college educated, intelligent, beautiful woman to have a job where she is treated by all people horribly and cries most nights when she gets home. I just ask that people keep their ears and eyes open for jobs that could save me. And to keep jeff and I in your prayers as we try to get going in our respective careers.

In other news I am so looking forward to opryland for christmas that its not even funny. I can't wait and I'm doing everything there and I am not going to want to leave.

I hope that everyone is doing well.

*bertrand
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