disgusting
feeling like you don't fit in is a disgusting feeling.
equally as disgusting is when you aren't even allowed to speak your opinion (when everyone else in the room is doing that very thing).
i haven't felt comfortable there for a while. and now i really don't.
it truly saddens me, but that is how it goes.
cliques are not cool.
especially cliques within groups. which is what that is.
i long for the days in key club in high school. dance practices and games. band camp, practices, games, trips. those were litterally the days. my colorguard girls.
to all of my high school friends, i miss you truly and sometimes wish i had gone off to college with some of you (though i wouldn't have met jeff and that would have been truly sad). i truly miss all of you. we need a reunion like now.
i thought high school was the place for cliques. not college.
i am one who gets my feelings hurt quite easily. and i know that is a flaw. i'm working on not being so sensitive. happy medium between sensitive and strong is what i am aiming for.
in other news i have a shower this weekend and can't wait to see my family that i haven't seen in months. family makes me feel good.
school is almost over and i can't wait for that.
interview today for internship. interview tomorrow for one as well.
josh turner's double platinum album party next week.
cheering up is what i need.
i ain't settlin' for just gettin by
had enough so-so for the rest of my life
tired of shootin' too low, so raise the bar high
cuz enough ain't enough this time
i ain't settlin' for anything less than everything
i know that song is about a relationship...but i think it can go for other things in your life as well. listen to it. it will make you think.
myka
equally as disgusting is when you aren't even allowed to speak your opinion (when everyone else in the room is doing that very thing).
i haven't felt comfortable there for a while. and now i really don't.
it truly saddens me, but that is how it goes.
cliques are not cool.
especially cliques within groups. which is what that is.
i long for the days in key club in high school. dance practices and games. band camp, practices, games, trips. those were litterally the days. my colorguard girls.
to all of my high school friends, i miss you truly and sometimes wish i had gone off to college with some of you (though i wouldn't have met jeff and that would have been truly sad). i truly miss all of you. we need a reunion like now.
i thought high school was the place for cliques. not college.
i am one who gets my feelings hurt quite easily. and i know that is a flaw. i'm working on not being so sensitive. happy medium between sensitive and strong is what i am aiming for.
in other news i have a shower this weekend and can't wait to see my family that i haven't seen in months. family makes me feel good.
school is almost over and i can't wait for that.
interview today for internship. interview tomorrow for one as well.
josh turner's double platinum album party next week.
cheering up is what i need.
i ain't settlin' for just gettin by
had enough so-so for the rest of my life
tired of shootin' too low, so raise the bar high
cuz enough ain't enough this time
i ain't settlin' for anything less than everything
i know that song is about a relationship...but i think it can go for other things in your life as well. listen to it. it will make you think.
myka