Dec 03, 2005 12:18
So here I am...Sitting around waiting for one to come around so I can go to cheerleading and work my butt off on this new rutine that has to be perfect by next weekend. I'm so nervous and I don't know if I wanna go to the darn competition. I feel really bad b/c when Alex was here last night I didn't really talk to him at all. I was almost crying but I waited til he left to actually start. Then he felt bad b/c he couldn't comfort me..but you know..sometimes I need to get over things myself. Well anyway..I'm not overly thrilled w/ 3 hours of practice tonight. I don't know why but my brother and 2 of his friends just went in the bathroom together...must be a weird 8th grade thing. Lol..hope they aren't doing anything bad in there...oh no they weren't they were only in there for like 2 minutes. Lol..I don't think that's long enough to do anything...eek..I hope not...I would have to bash my head off of a wall or desk or something had I found out my bro did something w/ a girl..not just any girl..but Alicia's sister..lol that would be bad. Tho she is a nice girl and I wish that they would just date already. I mean he is like in love w/ her and she likes him but they aren't dating even tho i'm fairly sure they both want to. They just need to....just b/c. lol. I think my mom and i are going to see a movie tonight then going to get some Chinese. That makes me pretty happy b/c i like movies and i like chinese. They are just good things. I'm starting to get more becited about cheerleading now that i think about it. I get to base a lib....which is cool b/c it's kylie's lib. She's pretty good at flying and the rest of the group isn't too bad either..it should be fun competeing but i will definitely be missing Ciara. Well I must be going. Have a nice day all. God Bless.
Love,
K.P.