School clothes
So I apparently was given $250 for clothes for school.
Well.
It'll be a fight to get my mom to let me order lolita clothes. My goal right now is to go to school on the first day in full lolita. I'm thinking I want to get these things:
Bodyline pink sweets jsk
Bodyline petticoat
Bodyline pink hairbow
The petti is kind of iffy, but I think it'll be fine for a first petti for one outfit. Plus it's $10. And I'm worried about the bow, mostly because I don't want it to stand up funny like it does in the picture. The dress I want. I think I'd be able to get the dress, too. I'd live if I couldn't get the petti and bow. I could use another skirt I have as a petti because it puffs out quite a bit.
And in other news, I've become obsessed with A Great and Terrible Beauty's Ann.
I think I am Ann, in a sense.
I think I know exactly what Ann feels. She wants so much to be in the world she admires. She wants to be one of the beautiful, rich girls at her school who tortures her, and she can't figure out why she isn't. She feels like life has somehow cursed her and she has no way out, and it's so unfair she could cry.
And this is a really dumb conclusion, but I think I should be Ann in the AGATB movie. I even kind of look like her (in a weird way). I suck at acting, but acting as Ann isn't really acting for me, because I feel like I know her so well. It's hard to explain.
But I can't sing, so I guess I'm screwed.
And I'm not British, but I could probably do a British accent pretty well with some practice.
I don't know how to go about trying to be an actress.
...
Help?
Well.
It'll be a fight to get my mom to let me order lolita clothes. My goal right now is to go to school on the first day in full lolita. I'm thinking I want to get these things:
Bodyline pink sweets jsk
Bodyline petticoat
Bodyline pink hairbow
The petti is kind of iffy, but I think it'll be fine for a first petti for one outfit. Plus it's $10. And I'm worried about the bow, mostly because I don't want it to stand up funny like it does in the picture. The dress I want. I think I'd be able to get the dress, too. I'd live if I couldn't get the petti and bow. I could use another skirt I have as a petti because it puffs out quite a bit.
And in other news, I've become obsessed with A Great and Terrible Beauty's Ann.
I think I am Ann, in a sense.
I think I know exactly what Ann feels. She wants so much to be in the world she admires. She wants to be one of the beautiful, rich girls at her school who tortures her, and she can't figure out why she isn't. She feels like life has somehow cursed her and she has no way out, and it's so unfair she could cry.
And this is a really dumb conclusion, but I think I should be Ann in the AGATB movie. I even kind of look like her (in a weird way). I suck at acting, but acting as Ann isn't really acting for me, because I feel like I know her so well. It's hard to explain.
But I can't sing, so I guess I'm screwed.
And I'm not British, but I could probably do a British accent pretty well with some practice.
I don't know how to go about trying to be an actress.
...
Help?