Hold On Tight
My beachday was super refreshing. It was really freaking cold too! Me and Hannah went. Hey, I was desperate, but it was good sister time, and now Im super tired of 8-year old kids. Idont want to talk about this. There are other things. like..
OH! Joe...mr very-sexy. All I can really say is that Im really disappointed in his decisions. But you know, its really not up to me to decide whats right for joe, all I can control is whats good for Calen. And suddenly, thats just not joe. Joe is... something different. And actually, From what I understand, he spent most of his day with a girl they call "Gummy". The last thing I heard about this girl is that she thought that she and Joe were in a relationship, but he never asked her... But then again I suppose if they're acting like they are then they might as well be exclusive right? I can take a hint. Time for me to step aside. One day tho... one day he'll think about me and he might have regrets. You never know. Seth will tell me all about it. I expect that as soon as Joe gets home Ill hear just about everything that happened. I'm ok. REALLY! Its so wierd that I was just listening to that song (I never want to hear the words "trust me" again, nor do I want to hear anyone speak in spanish in my prescence. Stupid boys.) But I wouldn't lie. This may not be the way I would've had this little escapade end up, but then again, I was the one who screwed around lastnight instead of taking care of things. Stupid girl. I'm referring to me, not Gummy. I gotta give her some mad props tho, she got herself a hot one. All I can say is hold on tight.