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It's funny. You can have a conversation with someone, and not say anything. You can mention something in passing to someone, and say so much more.
For the first time, I think, I took a step back, put what my heart wanted on the backburner and listened to the situation. I didn't pin my heart to my sleeve, I didn't go all in on a pair of 2s. I watched and observed.
I realized he's not a good choice. He doesn't like me, or at least if he does, he's got his fingers in too many pies as it is. He told me how she told him we should date, and he laughed. So I did too. Besides, I'd rather not throw a wrench into the works we have. I can be the little sister that wants to play rough and tumble with the boys. That's ok with me.
At the same time, I'm frustrated by how fickle my heart can be. In one evening everything flipped. And it's a little exciting, but it makes me feel shallow. And of course there are always the warnings from the guys. But ever optimistic heart shouts to give it a chance. Mind though, I gave him a big stick, and now he gets a bigger say.
The POA: Hang back. Give it some time, he ain't trying to fly to coop. You've seen the good, wait to see the bad.
Ah, then my superstitions.
A leo, one year and one day older than me. A few odd moments of clarity.
We'll see, I suppose.
For the first time, I think, I took a step back, put what my heart wanted on the backburner and listened to the situation. I didn't pin my heart to my sleeve, I didn't go all in on a pair of 2s. I watched and observed.
I realized he's not a good choice. He doesn't like me, or at least if he does, he's got his fingers in too many pies as it is. He told me how she told him we should date, and he laughed. So I did too. Besides, I'd rather not throw a wrench into the works we have. I can be the little sister that wants to play rough and tumble with the boys. That's ok with me.
At the same time, I'm frustrated by how fickle my heart can be. In one evening everything flipped. And it's a little exciting, but it makes me feel shallow. And of course there are always the warnings from the guys. But ever optimistic heart shouts to give it a chance. Mind though, I gave him a big stick, and now he gets a bigger say.
The POA: Hang back. Give it some time, he ain't trying to fly to coop. You've seen the good, wait to see the bad.
Ah, then my superstitions.
A leo, one year and one day older than me. A few odd moments of clarity.
We'll see, I suppose.