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[popnfreshpagoda]

Alright I am gona tell, bring it out in the light. I sleep all day untill about 3 or 4. I can't go to sleep untill the sun starts coming up. So I'm stuck in this room thinking about stuff by myself. It's makin me lonely. To try and gain some direction I am gona throw away a bunch of stuff or give it away. I want my room to be as bare as it can be. Naked, No distractions, no baggage. I went to Sherris last night on the way home from gameclub by myself. I read a paper. I felt like an old man. In fact there was an old man there. He smelled like cats. THe watress was very nice to me. I started thinking what is she thinking, like I was a battered women and I had no where else to go ( I did have long sleaves on). OR I was a truck driver and had to stop for a bight ( I had a hat on u know). Or the real reason, I was to lazy to make myself food and Sherris is the only thing open out in the boondocks by my house.

This is for gameclub

When i was small I climbed the top of trees rocking in the wind and talk towards the sky,
I would walk barefoot in the dirt and lay in it's overwhelming smell, role in deep muddy holes,
When I was small I'd slip on the moss in well watered ditches and sail in cut plastic barrels,
I would fish for leaves in eragated fields and make a secret home out of a clearing in a bush,
When i was short and small my dreams were never ending and the day couldn't start to soon,
I was free to play, made to fully feal and laugh hard for the joy of it,
I am no longer short and small but my dreams are still never ending and I will not be afraid to do that which others think they are to old to do,

I'm gona play like a fool.

ya baby