Mar 08, 2005 09:15
I've started reading again. yes... reading.
I didn't think it would come to this. But I need the knowledge of books at this time in my life. When loneliness is taking a harsh grasp of my being.
I need to start my soul over again. Just push that button that shall reset everything shitty that has destroyed me in the past. Because lately I have felt like the past has taken over me completely. I can't seem to move on... with a clear head and conciousness. I compare far to much.
I'm going to fall in love with myself. Once that is achieved... I shall share that love with other people. At that point, the true love I yearn for will not be out of reach any longer.
Victory WILL be mine!... hopefully.