TANKING
when you didnt reply, i thought you slept. but you didnt. you were out and you promised, but didnt fulfill. you disappear and you have a right to, but i wldnt so i expect (falsely and stupidly, i realise) more from you.
i wish you wanted and/or needed me more. i wish you knew wot i was thinking, and then offered the answers to them. i wish i knew wot you were thinking.
im annoyed and irritated. AND I WISH YOU WOULD JUST CALL ME. and make things better.
i NEED to be KISSED by you. need being the fucking big operative word. because at least then i wld KNOW.
knowing is so much less... unhappy. UNFUCKINGHAPPY.
i want your hand in mine ALWAYS.
how fucking unreasonable.
im a child throwing a tantrum. YES I FUCKING AM.
and today was such a good day too.
i wish you wanted and/or needed me more. i wish you knew wot i was thinking, and then offered the answers to them. i wish i knew wot you were thinking.
im annoyed and irritated. AND I WISH YOU WOULD JUST CALL ME. and make things better.
i NEED to be KISSED by you. need being the fucking big operative word. because at least then i wld KNOW.
knowing is so much less... unhappy. UNFUCKINGHAPPY.
i want your hand in mine ALWAYS.
how fucking unreasonable.
im a child throwing a tantrum. YES I FUCKING AM.
and today was such a good day too.