My fifteen minutes in hell
10:15 pm - I lie down
10: 30 pm - I sit up
throughout this entire period of time i never go to sleep
throughout this entire period of time i had vivid and terrifying
I'm in my room in the complete dark. In walks Hank and Jon Pevin who are apparently living in the room next door. We chill and stuff and then we all lie/sit down. I begin to dose off when i look up and see my sister walk down the hall to her room with some other girl who i somehow know and a group of friends. this is pretty odd to me because tonight's tuesday night so why would she have friends over. I ignore what's just happened when i suddenly realize that my eye feels really odd and is throbbing. I stand up and go into the bathroom to look in the mirror. I hit the light and go up to the mirror and see this blackish brown thing on my eye. Then the light bulb goes out in a big pop. I come back too the room to ask the two guys in there if there's something up with my eye cause i didn't get a good look. Hank seems to have returned to his room across the hall and Jon is asleep under a bundle of covers on my couch. I go over to him to ask about my eye when suddenly he jumps up and starts to just scream. He's going on about stuff that i dont even know about and im not sure what exactly it is that im supposed to do. i run over to my nightstand and hit on my lamp but the bulb pops and it all goes back to black but there's something weird about the way that Jon looks. I back away out of fear of him and that there is something really wrong with my eye, and as soon as i do he calms down and backs away. I leave the room cut through the dark hall to the room next door where hank is staying. I begin to hit the light switch when i remember that its been out for the past week and we haven't gotten around to fixing it yet. I run over to the side of his bed and try to wake him. I'm yelling for him and feeling around in the dark everywhere i can cause my eye has begun to throb and pound and the pain is not subsiding. I'm at the side of his bed and feeling around the length of this standing light he has there but i can't find the switch. Suddenly the light goes on and i see Hank sitting up in bed with this strange look too him, but i really pay no heed to it. That's when i suddenly realize that his room is completely different than it had been, and that it was in fact full of amazing things. And he wont stop talking about all of it. "Did you see this, did you see that, oh did you see my new thing!" and i really dont give a shit because it feels as if there is blood pouring from my eye. I finally grab him and yell in his face, where is your mirror, what's wrong with my eye. He looks at me and says that there is nothing wrong with my eye, the problem is really with my hair. It is then that he pulls out a six or seven inch pony tail that appears to have been cut of my head that has been placed into my eye somehow or other. The pain begins to subside in my eye, but the feeling i have in the back of my head is even more unbearable now. It's as if the feeling i'd had with my eye has been transplanted to the back of my head. Suddenly the light in the lamp pops and goes out, i lean forward to grab Hank because i'm terrified at this point, but he seems to have dissappeared and while i'm yelling for him, he's not returing my cries. I return to my room to see Jon shaking on the ground and speaking in a language i cannot even recognize. I go into my bathroom to use the toilet, but there isn't anything in there that i can see because of the light having gone out so i go to use hanks thinking that his light will work and i can then go back into his room through the bathroom spilling light onto his floor so i can find him. I go into the seperate room where the toilet and tub are and begin to go when i look over towards the tub and find a hand sticking out of the tub. I think it's probably Hank trying to scare me, but as i stand up to look into it i realize that it isn't Hank at all, but rather the body of a girl under the water in the tub, and she isn't moving at all. The light above begins to dim and i become incredibly frightened. I open the door to get to the rest of the bathroom and i see my sister sitting in front of the door with her gang of friends playing a game of cards. I ask her about the girl when she pops up out of the tub. It's now thati realize that this is the girl that i know from somewhere. I begin to pull her back when she plunges back under and begins to suck in mouthfuls of water. I look at my sister and ask her to help me but her and her friends are just sitting there as if nothing is happening. I yell at them to help me, but no one is responding. I begin to grab her and yank her out when the pain in the back of my head and my eye both return and begin to pound harder and harder than the had before. It's almost impossible to bear. All the while im screaming for help as tears soak my face and run into my mouth leaving me tasting a mixture of salt and blood. When i turn again i see hank and jon and my sister and her friends all just laughing and sitting there watching as if it's some sort of plan they had created and were working to fullfill all along. Then all them stop laughing as their faces turn to this sinister look and just snicker at me. And then the lights go pop.
The first thing i did after i woke from this dream was turn on a light having been in the dark for the past fifteen minutes unable to see anything. I haven't been able to turn off my TV and sleep even though i even called a friend and talked about all of this hoping it would help. I just can't seem to shake it off for some reason.
im afraid to turn the light off. but im also afraid to turn it on. the entire time i dreamed it was as if i was unable to turn on a light. i would stand at these switches fumbling and all and no matter waht i did they would not go on. and finally when the would they would explode into shards of glass flying everywhere cutting up my skin. im afraid to leave my bed and go to the bathroom cause i dont want to relive any of it.
The worst part is that all the while i was in a physical state of awakness or so it felt, and i could feel all the pains and feelings as these events passed by. Yet i never felt the need to open my eyes and get out of this hell i was experiencing. It was as if i wanted myself to go through this for some reason. I was awake, but it was as if i had no real control of awakening myself. I felt as if i were awake and asleep simultaenously as if watching a film and being in it. And every pain i felt physical and mental i felt while i was lying there and all i wanted was for the dream to end or for me to die because the pain and misunderstanding of all my surroundings was so terrible that i had no will to live. my body felt like if i wanted to shut it off i could but i really couldn't. and when i finally woke up i felt as if all i needed to do was vomit and cry.
thats all i remember from the dream in order as happeneing. i remember someone hanging from my staircase by a noose. i remember something having to do with my fridge. and i remembermy parents hating me for some reason.
so now i sit and wait for sleep knowing it will not come till i cannot help it, afraid to turn off my television and stand up to use the restroom...
it's been almost an hour now and i can't stop shaking
10: 30 pm - I sit up
throughout this entire period of time i never go to sleep
throughout this entire period of time i had vivid and terrifying
I'm in my room in the complete dark. In walks Hank and Jon Pevin who are apparently living in the room next door. We chill and stuff and then we all lie/sit down. I begin to dose off when i look up and see my sister walk down the hall to her room with some other girl who i somehow know and a group of friends. this is pretty odd to me because tonight's tuesday night so why would she have friends over. I ignore what's just happened when i suddenly realize that my eye feels really odd and is throbbing. I stand up and go into the bathroom to look in the mirror. I hit the light and go up to the mirror and see this blackish brown thing on my eye. Then the light bulb goes out in a big pop. I come back too the room to ask the two guys in there if there's something up with my eye cause i didn't get a good look. Hank seems to have returned to his room across the hall and Jon is asleep under a bundle of covers on my couch. I go over to him to ask about my eye when suddenly he jumps up and starts to just scream. He's going on about stuff that i dont even know about and im not sure what exactly it is that im supposed to do. i run over to my nightstand and hit on my lamp but the bulb pops and it all goes back to black but there's something weird about the way that Jon looks. I back away out of fear of him and that there is something really wrong with my eye, and as soon as i do he calms down and backs away. I leave the room cut through the dark hall to the room next door where hank is staying. I begin to hit the light switch when i remember that its been out for the past week and we haven't gotten around to fixing it yet. I run over to the side of his bed and try to wake him. I'm yelling for him and feeling around in the dark everywhere i can cause my eye has begun to throb and pound and the pain is not subsiding. I'm at the side of his bed and feeling around the length of this standing light he has there but i can't find the switch. Suddenly the light goes on and i see Hank sitting up in bed with this strange look too him, but i really pay no heed to it. That's when i suddenly realize that his room is completely different than it had been, and that it was in fact full of amazing things. And he wont stop talking about all of it. "Did you see this, did you see that, oh did you see my new thing!" and i really dont give a shit because it feels as if there is blood pouring from my eye. I finally grab him and yell in his face, where is your mirror, what's wrong with my eye. He looks at me and says that there is nothing wrong with my eye, the problem is really with my hair. It is then that he pulls out a six or seven inch pony tail that appears to have been cut of my head that has been placed into my eye somehow or other. The pain begins to subside in my eye, but the feeling i have in the back of my head is even more unbearable now. It's as if the feeling i'd had with my eye has been transplanted to the back of my head. Suddenly the light in the lamp pops and goes out, i lean forward to grab Hank because i'm terrified at this point, but he seems to have dissappeared and while i'm yelling for him, he's not returing my cries. I return to my room to see Jon shaking on the ground and speaking in a language i cannot even recognize. I go into my bathroom to use the toilet, but there isn't anything in there that i can see because of the light having gone out so i go to use hanks thinking that his light will work and i can then go back into his room through the bathroom spilling light onto his floor so i can find him. I go into the seperate room where the toilet and tub are and begin to go when i look over towards the tub and find a hand sticking out of the tub. I think it's probably Hank trying to scare me, but as i stand up to look into it i realize that it isn't Hank at all, but rather the body of a girl under the water in the tub, and she isn't moving at all. The light above begins to dim and i become incredibly frightened. I open the door to get to the rest of the bathroom and i see my sister sitting in front of the door with her gang of friends playing a game of cards. I ask her about the girl when she pops up out of the tub. It's now thati realize that this is the girl that i know from somewhere. I begin to pull her back when she plunges back under and begins to suck in mouthfuls of water. I look at my sister and ask her to help me but her and her friends are just sitting there as if nothing is happening. I yell at them to help me, but no one is responding. I begin to grab her and yank her out when the pain in the back of my head and my eye both return and begin to pound harder and harder than the had before. It's almost impossible to bear. All the while im screaming for help as tears soak my face and run into my mouth leaving me tasting a mixture of salt and blood. When i turn again i see hank and jon and my sister and her friends all just laughing and sitting there watching as if it's some sort of plan they had created and were working to fullfill all along. Then all them stop laughing as their faces turn to this sinister look and just snicker at me. And then the lights go pop.
The first thing i did after i woke from this dream was turn on a light having been in the dark for the past fifteen minutes unable to see anything. I haven't been able to turn off my TV and sleep even though i even called a friend and talked about all of this hoping it would help. I just can't seem to shake it off for some reason.
im afraid to turn the light off. but im also afraid to turn it on. the entire time i dreamed it was as if i was unable to turn on a light. i would stand at these switches fumbling and all and no matter waht i did they would not go on. and finally when the would they would explode into shards of glass flying everywhere cutting up my skin. im afraid to leave my bed and go to the bathroom cause i dont want to relive any of it.
The worst part is that all the while i was in a physical state of awakness or so it felt, and i could feel all the pains and feelings as these events passed by. Yet i never felt the need to open my eyes and get out of this hell i was experiencing. It was as if i wanted myself to go through this for some reason. I was awake, but it was as if i had no real control of awakening myself. I felt as if i were awake and asleep simultaenously as if watching a film and being in it. And every pain i felt physical and mental i felt while i was lying there and all i wanted was for the dream to end or for me to die because the pain and misunderstanding of all my surroundings was so terrible that i had no will to live. my body felt like if i wanted to shut it off i could but i really couldn't. and when i finally woke up i felt as if all i needed to do was vomit and cry.
thats all i remember from the dream in order as happeneing. i remember someone hanging from my staircase by a noose. i remember something having to do with my fridge. and i remembermy parents hating me for some reason.
so now i sit and wait for sleep knowing it will not come till i cannot help it, afraid to turn off my television and stand up to use the restroom...
it's been almost an hour now and i can't stop shaking