I may not be coming back

[popegoesdabubbl]

I don't know what to do right now. As soon as I got the message from Andrew that he wasn't planning on coming back from Tennessee with whatsherface I wanted to punch something and stay here for the rest of the summer so I don't have to go back to mundane life back at home. I'm depressed still enough that if I come back I think I will just be so incredibly sad the entire time I'm home I wouldn't know what to do with myself.

it is pathetic how much of an impact this has on me. I just hate that so much