Sleeping

[pope_luke]

I wonder if maybe I love the idea of consistently going to sleep super later just because that's the only time at which I can do it by my own choice. Not that I hear "Go to sleep" very often at my age, or in my living situation. But so late at night, I'm the only one that can influence whether I go to bed or not.
Or I'm being influenced nonetheless by not wanting to go to bed before anyone else for reasons just mentioned.
This all seems flawed, aimless, and muddy.

Goodnight.