This.
Sitting at home back in Ohio.
Not having a backlit keyboard makes typing in the dark less fun.
I've been spending my most recent days in quiet, relaxing and having a little fun.
Mostly having fist-sights with veronica and playing wii games. Though not as much together as I'd like. They don't sell Guitar Hero controllers for the wii separate just yet.
Each day feels empty, directionless, and wonderful. As much as nothing can feel good.
As always, not having anything to feel stressed about feels wonderful. For two more weeks or so, I plan on feeling good. After that, back to stress and failing. But I'm not thinking about that right now. Just wanted to say it. So that I have something to look back on and remember.
This year nothing went wrong for the holiday. Nothing went particularly right or amazing, but I never hope for that. Calm is fine.
Not having a backlit keyboard makes typing in the dark less fun.
I've been spending my most recent days in quiet, relaxing and having a little fun.
Mostly having fist-sights with veronica and playing wii games. Though not as much together as I'd like. They don't sell Guitar Hero controllers for the wii separate just yet.
Each day feels empty, directionless, and wonderful. As much as nothing can feel good.
As always, not having anything to feel stressed about feels wonderful. For two more weeks or so, I plan on feeling good. After that, back to stress and failing. But I'm not thinking about that right now. Just wanted to say it. So that I have something to look back on and remember.
This year nothing went wrong for the holiday. Nothing went particularly right or amazing, but I never hope for that. Calm is fine.