Dec 10, 2005 16:51
It's like a wave of happiness that keeps hitting me. Pushing my lips into a smile and sending me floating along. "How'd I get so lucky?" Well, I got lucky cause I got her and that's all that matters to me now. With all our tiffs, which are few, nothing brings me down(well, that one did). But life is as it should be. No more smoking, drinking is a rare thing, as is sex!!!:( I hate having to pace myself and use self control to stop from 'taking' her every time I see her. It's so hard not to think about. AAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
I really wonder sometimes if she might be. I wouldn't say that I'm ready to take on that responsibility, but that I would except it and do what I could. Take two more jobs if that's what it would take. I love her more then anything. She wants to live with me and be my wife. Well, I hope those things happen first.
"BITE"